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As cute as it was, and as happy as i am for my friends, seeing everyone cuddle everyone else last night made me want to die for the first time in a month maybe. And that feeling has lasted through the night and all day today so far.
I've taken five pain pills, and i'm drinking some chloraseptic spray right now. Got my blade out too 'cause i might feel the need in a bit.
I've taken five pain pills, and i'm drinking some chloraseptic spray right now. Got my blade out too 'cause i might feel the need in a bit.
yeah, i fucked up
i didn't do enough to ensure death. i'm sorry. i tried. i know already that this will mean no one will ever take me seriously again. not that many did in the first place.
and i also know that this puts me in the demographic with most females. which sucks.\ because even in supposed death, i can't escape being assumed a girl.
i'll do it right this time, though. no need to stalk my page. or worry. i am NOT the kind of person that should be mourned. i'm leaving because i've already burdened enough people. please don't continue to be one of my suicide reasons even after i'm gone. do the both of us a favor. go and get yourself your favorite snack
TW~~touch deprivation~~~~~
Edite: brb, killing myself /ende dit
No one will ever love me or care. I'm just completely unlovable, and i'm so pathetic that i'm just gonna sit here and wallow about it rather than actually do something to make myself a decent person.
I'm just a complete failure.
Gods, i hate myself. Not even doing anything to better myself. How much of a fucking asshole am i?
And i just sit here venting in journals that no one's ever going to care about and that only burden people by wasting space in their messages or somehow worrying a couple.
Like.
Fuck me. Dumbass.
I liked Death's license plate. What it did say? "BUH-BYE"? Or something like that
Crush meme?
Okay, let's get two things out of the way. One, yes, i have changed nearly all of the questions on this meme. PLEASE SPREAD THIS VERSION AROUND INSTEAD. All i've changed was the gendered language that excluded nonbinary identities. Like, just, no, fuck, not everyone is a "he" or "she." One of my crushes is not, and it would be really inappropriate to refer to zir with anything but neutral language.
Anyway, besides that, yes, i have a few crushes. For one, that's not uncommon even for monoamorous people, but i'm also polyamorous anyway. Not to say that i'm in love with all of my crushes, cool? So please don't get on me for that. I never even
Alright.
I'm ready to die now.
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have you considered an intervention?